Testing 1 2 3 or Just start, redeux
Written by washwords on February 15, 2010 – 10:47 amStarting with an apology has begun to become cliche and,for this blog anyway, just redundant.
But I am. Sorry for anyone who hung on, hoping I might return and to those who stumbled here accidentally and got…nothing. Blank sky , white wash.
But mostly, I am sorry to me, myself for stopping. My fellow writer pal (one of many I’ve never met but have known in some deeper place from long ago) expressed the hunger, exquisitely.
It hurts me not to write. Not (just 
) in some tortured “oh woe is the Writer ” way. No I mean something much much more basic. It hurts my head, spinning muddled banalities. It hurts my heart, opening all the wrong doors to familiar ghosts — blues and lows that sink and sludge. It hurts my stomach, gurgling the junk food of laziness of mind and body.
I know this. And yet I don’t or easily forget anyway. I can’t take back the forgetting.
All I can do is start. Again.
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Tags: blues, cabin fever, depression, hope, laziness, restarting, return, start, try, writing
Posted in wash, words | 6 Comments »
February 15th, 2010 at 3:56 pm
Word!
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February 15th, 2010 at 7:41 pm
@foxy: thanks love! I’ll be trying to be here a bit more regularly from here on out… or umm at least from here.
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February 16th, 2010 at 10:20 am
Amen! Sunshine, warmth and Jennie’s writing….we are craving it all.
February 16th, 2010 at 4:20 pm
Welcome back; we’ve missed you!
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February 16th, 2010 at 9:54 pm
WW says: thanks everyone! I really appreciate it! awww having loyal friends (and moms) rocks!
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February 16th, 2010 at 11:11 pm
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